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10:00pm 05/10/2005
  Well today was a pretty good day...hmm I was Crazy the whole day except for a couple of classes.. It was weird.. Oh man I was in the bathroom today with Vanessa and we were eating shit and all of a sudden Damaris (this girl who I haven't talk to in years) tells me that most likely i'm in the running for Homecoming Princess!! I was kind of shocked..cuz like I didn't think that I would actually get in...but its not for sure yet..she told me that its me, her, Ashely Carter, and Anet.. I asked her how she knew and she told me that shes in Student Government.. and she counted all the votes and shit.. in a way i'm happy cause thats pretty cool to even be in the running but on the other hand I know for sure that people are gonna talk shit..some people are saying that its rigged cuz like a lot of people nominated them..but I think that all the votes were counted but not everyone got to nominate people... so that sucks!But i'm not gonna get my hopes up about being in the running... Hmm lets see what else happened? Oh some ppl got there pictures!!! Dammit I didn't pay!! I'm retaking my pictures on Oct. 12!!! so Its all good.. Well i'm out of here!! I hope everyones doing Great:) Ciao:)  
     

(2 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
12:35am 01/10/2005
  Damn this week kas been such a Long week!!! Well theres nothing really new with me...Hmm i'm kind of hungry! I want some Pop rocks!!! I want to go to the beach!!! Today wasn't that bad...My best friends wasn't here so it wasn't very exciting but it still went well. I want to dread my hair!! All my friends are like "Nooo don't!!!" But I Love dreads I think they look so COOL!!! Oh man 2 of my friends that were running for Princess didn't get in:( I'm still not sure whos in the running but I know that Damaris made it and some girl named Anet... for Queen..I think my sister made it but i'm not sure...does anyone know whos in the running? Man I hope I made it!! if not its still cool, but damn I want to be in that damn pep rally and I want to piss that girl off man!!! I hope everyone has a good weekend:) Ciao  
     

(7 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
12:13am 24/09/2005
  Well, I haven't updated in a really long time, so I guess nows a good time. Hmmm theres nothing really new with me. My life is going pretty good now. Except I keep having these weird dreams. Last night I had a dream that I was flying and all my ex boyfriends were there. It was so Awkward!!! Oh god! I also had a dream about Megy!!! I Love Megy, shes the COOLEST!!! I miss talking to her though, we don't talk that much anymore:( Oh man there are so many ppl that are running for Homecoming Princess!!!! Well if anyones reading this Nominate me Ana Quispe for Homecoming Princess, and Nominate my sister Jennifer Quispe for Homecoming Queen!!! Yep we're both running..its so CRAZY man. Before I just wanted to be in it so I could be in the Pep Rally, lol. But I found out that theres this Chick that I don't like...shes also running for Princess so yep.. I want to win now. I doubt that i'll win though cuz its more of a popularity vote..and i'm not very popular..so it sucks for me..but it'll be cool just to be in it:) Well I hope everyones doing good:) I hope everyone Enjoys there weekend:)!!!! Tommorow i'm probably going to my friends party, so i'm looking forward to that:) Ciao.  
     

(21 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:13pm 31/08/2005
  I dyed my hair!!!!Its brown now, I think it looks way better, and it doesn't look dry any more! I love it. I'll tak a picture of it when I can. Well yesterday was a very good day. I skipped fourth period. I went to second lunch with Aimee, Jenny, and Jessica. It was so much fun! I wish I had that lunch. Well other than that there ntohing really new with me...I hope everyones doing good:). This entry was pointless.  
     

(11 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:07pm 26/08/2005
 
mood: Pretty damn good
Its been like weeks since I update this shit, so I might as well do it now. Well that was some hurricane yesterday. I think pretty much everyones power went out. My electricity came back like at 7 am. Right now theres like 5 people online so they either went out or they have no electricity:( I wonder if the malls are open now? or flooded? Well its like the third week of school. So far my classes are Alright. I'm stuck in first lunch:( Its soo bad:( All my friends are in second lunch, but i'll get over it soon enough. I want to dye my hair dark brown. My natural hair color is dark brown. I'm tired of my hair being dyed and I don't want to wait for it to grow so hopefully i'll buy hair dye soon! The other day I talked to my friend CARMEN!!!SHES THE COOLEST!!! I Miss her soo much!!!!! She posted a picture of me from like seventh grade. I look horrible! I got some pictures developed and I got the picture cd!!! When I learn how to use this piece of shit i'll post some cool pictures. Theres one of me and Michael!!!!! Now we don't talk that much, like we say "Hi" to each other but thats it...Hmmm I think theres a pep rally on the first of Septemmber so i'll probably go to second lunch!!!Yay! I hope everyone is doing good!!!I'm pretty happy now!!! Well better than before. I'm out of here, Ciao Everyone:)		  
     

(6 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:40pm 08/08/2005
  Well Today was the First day of school. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. This is my schedule
1. Intensive reading
2. Algebra 2
3. AP Psychology
4. Chemistry
5. H. American History
6. H. English 3
I had some pretty cool people in my classes:) Some where dumb as fuck or annoying but all in all i'm happy with my schedule..but what sucks is that their are some people that I can't see...like Leah, MEGY!!!!!!!! and some other people... I don't want to list them all its too many people. My favorite class is... H.American History because I have it with JESSICA!!!!! well I hope everyone enjoyed their first day:) Hopefully everythign goes good tommorow.		  
     

(5 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
What a bad day..   
12:31pm 26/07/2005
 
mood: I've been better
Oh man today was such a bad day for me. I spoke to Him today after
like weeks of not talking to him. I gave him a letter, it pretty
much said that I was over him, and that I still Loved him but Not
in That way. I also wrote that I would always be there for him no
matter what, and that I hoped that he could go out with that girl
that he likes, and that I know that he would make her really happy:)
I wrote all those things because I just needed some closure( I meant
it all). I don't regret writing it but I do feel bad about it. The
letter was so nice, I didn't write anything mean to him. When he read
it he didn't think anything about it, when he read the part where I said
I was over him he just said "Finally". He told me that if we didn't talk
or were friends it wouldn't really affect him. He said that he felt weird
when I was near him because i'm his ex (What does that mean?). Well after
that he told me about Corina (the girl he likes), he told me that they've been
"talking". She seems like a nice person, I swear I think I had math with her,
but i'm not sure..... Well I hope that the people who read this don't think bad
of Him because those aren't my intentions. I'm just writing what i'm thinking
about. The Good part about the whole thing is that I saw how much hes changed
and how I just don't Love him in that way anymore. He's changed so much that
its become impossible for me to love him in That way. I'm in Love with who he was before.
I really hope that he goes out with that girl, he seems to like her a lot.
I know that he would be happy:) Now all I can do is look back at our past together
and smile because thats all I can do, smile.		  
     

(8 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
07:20pm 25/07/2005
 
mood: sad happy everything
Hmm.. well i'm feeling kind of shitty right now. I'm still not over him. Even though its been like 4 months since we broke up. Well I found out that he likes this girl there. In a way I feel REALLY BAD, but in another way i'm happy for him. I know it sounds stupid but from what I heard this chick is really nice so I hope that she could make him happy. From now on i'm gonna take his advice and just hide my feelings. He told me that he got over me by hiding his feelings for two months. I hope everyone is doing great. I cut my hair it looks alright and I got room 224 Ms. Cuesta. Ciao.

P.s what should I do? I'm asking even though I know what everyone will say..		  
     

(13 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:53pm 20/07/2005
 
mood: ahh i misss him
music: Fallout boy - Calm before the storm
Well right now i'm indecisive, i'm thinking about cutting my hair short (cuz i'm trying to get rid of the DAMN BLEACH!!!) and I think I want to get bangs, but i'm not sure.... Will it look good or bad? hmm I hope ppl will actually gimme there honest opinion. Also I Love Megy!!!!lol I hope she reads this:) And I hope everyone is enjoying their wednesday night:) All there really is to do is either go bowling (and play DDR with Elaine and Janine) go to mall or PARTY. Also i'm getting blonde highlights (well not BLONDE-BLONDE but like caramelish blonde). Well i'm out of here. Ciaociao Oh also LEAH if you're reading this..then I had a dream about you!!!!IT WAS NOT SEXUAL!!! Lol in my dream you, me, Kathleen, Megy and some othere chix went bowling, lol. It was funny, all I did was laugh like in Fcat:)		  
     

(11 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
07:15pm 18/07/2005
  Well this week has been interesting, i'm not gonna say why i'll just leave it at that. I just decided to update to say that I MISSS MEGY!!!! lol I was just talking to her about that guy she has a crush on lol. Megy if you're reading this then CALL ME!!!so we could hang out. I also misss ALICIA, I hope I can go to your party on saturday i'll see if I can find a ride from someone. I also miss everone from South that I ahven't seen since the last day of school. Lol school starts in like 2 weeks:( I hope I get classes with all my friends!!!! well i'm outta here, I need some PIE, but there is NO PIE!:( Ciaociao  
     

(8 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:44pm 07/07/2005
  Well right now i'm doing my monthly update (well not precisly a month but I rarely update). Well so far my summer is Okay, I still have no job:(. But i'm not too worried about that. I haven't really done much lately. I swear every summer I get sooo Lazy. Oh well I hope everyone enjoyed there 4th of July (even though it was like 3 days ago). I didn't do much. I went to Michael's house for a while, it took like 25 minutes to walk so it wasn't that bad. But I have mosquito bites everywhere. A week ago, I went bowling (I lost) lol. I saw soo many people from South. I saw Nicole, Griselle, the other Nicole, Lissy, Grecia, Michelle, Javier, Robert, Karlos, Elaine, Janine, Alex the other Alex, Michael, Mike, Andy, Michelle (Karlos sis), Elayne and some other people. It was soo packed. My life soo far is just Okay, it could be better. I hope everyones doing good, and enjoying there summer, i'm out of here, Ciao.  
     

(5 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:15pm 26/06/2005
  Well today I was reading people's ljs and I realized that I haven't updated my journal since before school ended. My summer so far is pretty good. I've applied to like 15 jobs. I got interviewed by one job and the manager told me he'll call back in like a week or two. Hopefully he'll call. Damn, I want to get a tan!!!!!!! I hope it doesn't rain this week. Well I hope everyone's doing good, and I hope everyone's enjoying their summer:) I'm outta here.

Ciao.		  
     

(19 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:23pm 27/05/2005
  Well theirs 2 days left of school. In a way thats a Good thing, but in other ways its bad. Mostly because a lot of people that I know aren't going to be in South next year, or they're graduating:( so it sucks:(. My summer isn't going to be the BEST summer ever because I have to make up this class (Algebra 1) because I passed it with a D,and I want to replace that with an A, and also I have to do that fcat bullshit because I failed the reading part...if I don't do it then I have to get intensive reading and replace AP Psychology:(. I have to get a summer job so I could get some money, I have to do community service hours and i'm also punished for a While because my mom found out that i've been skipping my fourth period:(. That's pretty much it, but it still sucks.

Well i'm outta here..I hope everyones doing Good:)
Ciao.		  
     

(23 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:09pm 19/05/2005
  Well my life is WAY BETTER than it was before:). I'm still not over Michael, but i'll get their someday, i'm trying to stay positive about shit. Today I signed up for summer school, i'm gonna go for Algebra, since last year I passed it with a D, i'm gonna try to get it to an A. I'm gonna go to South west, in the mornings, so far I only know like 3 ppl who will be with their with me:/ School is going to end like in 9 days, part of me is Happy, but the other part is sad because i'm gonna miss a lot of people who are leaving the school:(. Man, I hope I do good in the finals.

well I'm out if here, Ciao to everyone:)		  
     

(5 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:45pm 13/05/2005
  Well, right now I feel pretty shitty.. God throughout the weeks my updates get worse and worse. Right now i'm supposed to be at some party their that I got invited to, but man I didnt even bother to tell my mom about it, cuz I felt soo shitty throughtout the day that I just couldn't stand to go out. Yesterday I felt shitty but afterwards I felt so good, I can't explain it its weird. Hahaha I'm so happy now I just found out that my friend Sonya might go to South :). Well i'm outta here... Oh also today I got my nose pierced..it looks pretty cool, ciao everyone  
     

(7 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:15pm 09/05/2005
  Well, My weekend wasn't bad. I went to Sunset. It was soo damn empty! Well I watched the movie Sin City, it was AWESOME!!!! I loved it, which is weird because I Hate watching movies. Yesterday I spent all day doing a project. And today in school, it was very boring! I'm doing so bad in all my classes. Today in the morning it was very sad. But I don't regret saying what I said because even though I've said it before, this time I felt relieved after saying it, I've never been more sure of anthing in my life. I know that most people don't know what the hell i'm talking about.  
     

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06:20pm 30/04/2005
  Well, for some reason i'm finding myself updating my journal a lot. My week has been pretty bad, like with Michael we're just friends and I just called him like 10 mins ago and he told me that he doesn't want to talk to me on the phone, and I asked him about the summer if we would talk, he said "No". I honestly don't get it, I don't understand why hes acting this way, its just not him.... Well I g2g

CiaoI hope eevryones doing good.		  
     

(12 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:38pm 27/04/2005
  Well, Before I write anything else, I just want to apologize to the people(which is like 3 ppl) that i've talked to about my "problem" (the whole break up thing). It's really All i've been talking about ever since it happened. Lately, I've been doing pretty bad, even though in the hallways I really don't show it much. This week isn't That bad, but its still pretty bad. I want to say THANK YOU to all the people that have made me feel better. Thank you KATHY, for making me feel better yesterday. What you said made me think and I hope everything turns out alright like it did with you and Sebastian. Thank you Gabi, for listening to me in 6th period EVERYDAY! I know it must get annoying listening to me ramble on about the same thing. AND A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO MY PAPI SEBASTIAN!!!!!! Thank you for always listening to me in 5th period, Thank you for all the advice, Thank you for telling me the truth even though it Hurt. THANX YOU GUYS!!!! Well i'm out of here. Tommorow i'm going to school because I think hes going, if not then theirs no point in going. I hope everyones doing WONDERFUL!!!! Oh and KATHY, just in case you might think wrong, I just call Sebbe, papi because one day I just said it and it stuck on. So now hes my papi, but don't worry i'm not flirting with him. Ciao  
     

(3 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
06:28pm 21/04/2005
 
mood: melancholy
Well even though I know that not too many people are gonna read this, i'm just gonna write it. To be honest, right now I feel so shitty. I hate having to write how I feel on lj, but I really don't know what to do any more. Its been a month since me and Michael broke up and i'm doing pretty bad... even though I don't show it too much in school. I misssss him soo much!!!! Now we're just best friends like before, but I still miss him. Like in school, when I see him in the morning or in between classes I want to HUG HIM!!!!! But he says he doesn't want that, he doesn't say why, but I still think its because hes trying to get over me or because it makes him feel bad. He told me that hes never gonna tel me how he feels about me :( So i'll never really know. But man I don't know what to do. It worse than last time. I can't get him out of my head. I've tried but its so HARD. I just have to give it time. Now I just have to focus on school since its gonna end in like a month. I hope everyones doing well, or atleast doing better than me.

Ciao		  
     

(7 Eaten by shark | Go to the beach)
 
   
05:35pm 17/04/2005
 
mood: hopeful
Well...my computer is finally fixed:) So now I can go online but its really slow and my sis has to download aim again.

So far my life has been going pretty bad. With friends its going Okay. With school, i'm passing all my classes with A's and B's but i'm failing Biology:( and with Michael? we've been broken up for a month now, and I still don't know what to do, I guess i'll now in time. I just need to be patient. I hope everyones doing good, and I hope everyones HAPPY:):)

Ciao		  
     

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